Apprehensive
Have you ever felt that way when you had something important to face?
I most recently experienced this anxiety this morning, as I planned to close my doctoral survey this weekend to run my statistics and start analyzing my results for my dissertation. When I was about to pray the Rosary (Joyful Mysteries on which to meditate today on Saturday), I tried to calm my overwhelming sense of a ton of bricks falling on me and my sudden urge to purge those aforementioned bricks…
Then Angelic Annie approached me and snuggled up against my right side!
Therefore, she most certainly is my Right-Hand Cat!
As I prayed, she purred!
During times like these, I’ve previously turned to other people who I’ve trusted or terminal degree grads, but I don’t want to burden anyone, even if they’ve joined #TeamDrDISPO … This time, I’ve reflected back on similar situations when I’ve overcome this apprehension:
- When I studied for my Master’s degree comprehensive exams
- When I studied for my doctoral luminary (first year) comp exams
- When I studied for my doctoral candidacy (total coursework) comps
At this point, I must allow my go-getter attitude to prevail, as it’s led me to what I consider the greatest feeling:
A sense of
- Accomplishment
- Achievement
- Completion
- Ambitions
- Aspirations
- Confidence
Here’s Angel Annie‘s and my theme song ~ ♪I Can Only Imagine♫ ~ by ♫Mercy Me♪, who performed in the Valley the weekend when she found me/I rescued her!